This Uninspiring Flicker in My Ill-Inspired Head

i suppose a get over it would be necessary.
being sick is the worst.
and id rather be having fever-dreams than none at all
theyre what keep me moving all day long.
that and my hodge-podge boot-leg smashing pumpkin cd
especially on my 3d bed ridden day in a row.
but its not like a want to go outside.
just want a little peace. away from the headaches,
and all of the nervous thoughts in my mind.

i had pretty bad asthma when i was younger.
and i never once thought "what if i die?!?"
if i had wondered that, where would it have taken me?
maybe somewhere else. but if im going to go back in time
and make some alteration to my life, i already have.
so this is the way im gonna be. time travel perplexes me.
im pretty lucky though, my friend found the secret to life.



so ive got that going for me.




which is nice.





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