the oldies from the 2000's+

im gonna talk on two main topics before trailing off into nothingness.

first, that everything is always changing.
in 10, 20 odd years from now, everything that we look back on that is now, will be totally wierd. clothing, music, speech, and its impossible to not think how strange that is, too me at least. i want to skip to then, to see how it is then, and how it compares, than compare it to what we compare to now, go from the stones to the ramones, to nirvana to blink 180, to fall out boy, to what ever comes next, and whatever is inspired by that. on a long enough time line, with enough music, everything sounds the same. but im so ok with that, if the average song uses a 4 chord progression, with around 20 chords to use, theres over 100 thousand possibilities, not to mention 3 chords progressions, minor and majors, 7th's, deminished, so though a song can be completely original....i lost track of what the fuck i was even talking about.
thats what happens when u start bullshitting.

the second thing i want to talk about is my fear of what comes after death.
im hoping, after i die, i am woken up in a bed, walked by someone, to a concert, along a pier, to a show where im crowd surfed to the next life. while fall out boy plays tttyg preferably, but i wont complain if it differs (haha)
what i FEAR, is that everything just shuts off like nothing when u die. if the second my heart stops beating, i cant think anymore. im spiritual, i think i have a soul that can be reincarnated, and like ill be able to follow death as it comes, but if i cant, im horrified of the thought. what if its like a flame going out, a book being closed, a screen shutting off. its remembered, acknowledged, but not there anymore, just 0, nothing, off, gone. i want to keep living.

so thats my story tonight.



death could be something
if it was a guarantee
lets not dwell on it.



we're here for our last show, we're playing whether you like it or not.

~cummedyegha-
(i love tttyg, fuct, fad, and i do like ioh, whether anyone else does or doesnt)