Monday, November 24, 2008

once you hit the patch, no turning back

i fuckin see why now.
i mean i understood it, but i didnt know it.
and now i understand.
3 songs deep.
and ill keep with it
since it was less than 2 dollars for all of it.
best of the best.
none of the rest.
im a fucking poet.
and im self aware.
happiness is a state of mind, drama.
so im on my way, just many many more years, and insecurites and failures.
can wait to falll asleep, pissed that imma wake, unwanting the undesired wakeup i caNt escape.
e-s-c-a-p-e
ess. cah. pey.
=/
cummedyegh

Saturday, November 8, 2008

i brought 3 tshirts and a pair of jeans for a 5 day trip.

ive never been in love
while i was concious.

so i just found out today this death thing applies to me too...

on a brighter note.
that opening statement (oh yes its a statement)
is so true.
ive had so many dreams of being in love, never have felt in in reality.
much love mary j

peashizzles
cummedyegha
andd all those other goodbyes

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

you go malachi

just here to figure out how to brighten up my life.
no, thats not true at all.

Monday, November 3, 2008

welcome heights-bound goers (here thar be wolves)

"one day i might need you
one day i might see you
one day i might scream for you
at the top of my lunges"
-yours truly

shit yeah i just made that up
mind you
dont go telling everyone
.
.
.
but on a novemberistic note
there is a touch of romance in the air.
and for that, i will apologize to noone
cause she is hot as shit in black with eyeliner.
and heels for that matter
but we'll get into that later.
oh my god.
i have to be not him ,cause if im him, its that all over again, and not to mention if that other thing is all over again (which i wont let it be) but if it is i wont do it and then itll be easier, except itll be harder but it wont be cause its not.
that is rye-inian logic right there.
you must know all to understand all to know what that mofo is talking about
for christs sake
knowledge might be power.
just like im knowledgeable of how fucking agraid i am that someone might tickle my feet right exactly now.
holy shitness....
.
.
.to do this week [hn bknl.bn;b;kjbhlgvkfjchgx dfhyevb.]
~be awsome
~dont shave
~record a song or 3
~do well (not involving the awesomeness that may or not may not be in reltions with this)
~where glasses
~learn something new
~pay minimilist attention
~learn down and out
~be sexy
~feel sexy
~sing carmina baurana

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cummedyegha
-the greatest man thinking