what is it with these girls
all of them with interest in me also have interest in
~overly expressing emotions
~god
~horses
~makeup
~crying
~me
god damn, i just dont like that, its wierd...shit man....
fucking life these days....ive really had ENOUGH OF YOU
cummedey fuck you
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Rot's Like Revenge
screaming as loud as i can
while still not screaming at all.
=/
perhaps its that southern wail of j rod
or that not so emo-screamo of the oh-so emo pete
or the glorious scratch from four year strong
and sonny's belt from first to last.
idk, i wanna get my own scream.
so i can yell as loud as i fucking want to to anyone.
and they'll look down and say
thats ford
cummedy mother fucking yegha
while still not screaming at all.
=/
perhaps its that southern wail of j rod
or that not so emo-screamo of the oh-so emo pete
or the glorious scratch from four year strong
and sonny's belt from first to last.
idk, i wanna get my own scream.
so i can yell as loud as i fucking want to to anyone.
and they'll look down and say
thats ford
cummedy mother fucking yegha
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Ive never seen time change like it just did...not even on new years.
havent blogged in a little over a week.
that word doesnt even mean anything to me, so whatever.
fuck its hard to say anything meaningful while unexpected places is playing.
Santi > Fast Times
Santi > Almost Here
ALmost Here> Fast times.
my thoughts on life.
i didnt know the academy is could write something as deep and amazing as santi, then came fast times, a poppy bizzare just dissapointing follow up. if its the same as the FOB transition, TTTYG, FUCT, IOH, FAD, ill be ok with it since theyll have their fad, but if not idk how much ill be listening to them.
are panic recording? whats the next show im going to see? why have i been writing less? is that jon walker backing ryan in She had the World (YES)?
im never ever going to forgive the high court for breaking up. until i die, it will be a sin in my mind that they broke up. unexceptable.
if you want to here rock and roll, slow and acoustic, beautiful and blue-grass, moving and musical, right and wrong, and not at all
just go ahead and write it wrong and sing your song because its all on you.
cummedyegha friends
that word doesnt even mean anything to me, so whatever.
fuck its hard to say anything meaningful while unexpected places is playing.
Santi > Fast Times
Santi > Almost Here
ALmost Here> Fast times.
my thoughts on life.
i didnt know the academy is could write something as deep and amazing as santi, then came fast times, a poppy bizzare just dissapointing follow up. if its the same as the FOB transition, TTTYG, FUCT, IOH, FAD, ill be ok with it since theyll have their fad, but if not idk how much ill be listening to them.
are panic recording? whats the next show im going to see? why have i been writing less? is that jon walker backing ryan in She had the World (YES)?
im never ever going to forgive the high court for breaking up. until i die, it will be a sin in my mind that they broke up. unexceptable.
if you want to here rock and roll, slow and acoustic, beautiful and blue-grass, moving and musical, right and wrong, and not at all
just go ahead and write it wrong and sing your song because its all on you.
cummedyegha friends
Sunday, February 1, 2009
i remember back when...
its a thank god moment i got on here, i need to spread some thought.
i dont even know how to start to say what im feeling right now, perhaps ill start it by saying i dont know how i feel.
i do know im angry, and i cant get it out. im not at all suprised at all that i am. and i want myself to know not to blame, to know that this has to do with my idols, what ive been reading lately, things like that, but not their music, theyre creations.
when ive been feeling tired, jealous, angry, lonely, homesick, anything lately, i havent been writing down what i feel, i havnt written a song about the "pain" cause first of all, fuck that, il create a metaphor to express it and it will be better than anything ive written.
what ive been doing when i get emotional, or insomniatic, im watching nostalgic videos on youtube of my favorite band, before 2007. if not that, ill watch LOTMS, or the making of pretty odd, or my most undecided emotionally past-time, reading pete wentz blog.
god knows, the he's a 30 year old boy, who will have a fairly...shall we say bizzare son, and he has some a seed inside him that i thank god for, but he doesnt he knows how to write, and lately he's been whats making me angry. he Personally, doesnt make me angry, meaning what he does, but his anger comes off on to me, and it all it does is amplify any emotion im having, to 11.
i know exactly what i want to be writing right now. i have it all planned out.
i know whats its based upon, how it goes, how it begins, how it ends, and im living it so theres inspiration.
i will come back to tell everyone the first part. hopefully tonight. if not this week.
this week for sure.
im a professional procrastinator.
i dont even know how to start to say what im feeling right now, perhaps ill start it by saying i dont know how i feel.
i do know im angry, and i cant get it out. im not at all suprised at all that i am. and i want myself to know not to blame, to know that this has to do with my idols, what ive been reading lately, things like that, but not their music, theyre creations.
when ive been feeling tired, jealous, angry, lonely, homesick, anything lately, i havent been writing down what i feel, i havnt written a song about the "pain" cause first of all, fuck that, il create a metaphor to express it and it will be better than anything ive written.
what ive been doing when i get emotional, or insomniatic, im watching nostalgic videos on youtube of my favorite band, before 2007. if not that, ill watch LOTMS, or the making of pretty odd, or my most undecided emotionally past-time, reading pete wentz blog.
god knows, the he's a 30 year old boy, who will have a fairly...shall we say bizzare son, and he has some a seed inside him that i thank god for, but he doesnt he knows how to write, and lately he's been whats making me angry. he Personally, doesnt make me angry, meaning what he does, but his anger comes off on to me, and it all it does is amplify any emotion im having, to 11.
i know exactly what i want to be writing right now. i have it all planned out.
i know whats its based upon, how it goes, how it begins, how it ends, and im living it so theres inspiration.
i will come back to tell everyone the first part. hopefully tonight. if not this week.
this week for sure.
im a professional procrastinator.
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